So today I'm finding motivation difficult. Stressors seem to be overwhelming and I've spent far too much time alone in my apartment. The thing is, it is genuinely hard to go anywhere and frankly it just gets so dark out so early and I'm not that comfy being out in the dark on crutches. I don't live in a bad neighborhood or anything, but I just feel like a sitting duck on crutches. I mean, if you wanted to mug me, now would definitely be the easiest time. I can't run, I can't even crutch for longer than a block at a time, and I'm more concerned to my ankle healing than most things.
I have to imagine that this fear is somewhat irrational. I mean, people with movement-affecting disabilities still live their lives, including going out after dark. And to tell the truth I'm not that hard to mug anyway. People probably don't mug me usually because no one wants to mug me, not because I seem like I'd be hard to mug. But, for now I still feel uncomfortable going out.
I should try to work on this. At least get the motivation to leave during the day. And, of course... I should stop eating my fridge.
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